Outside me

sometimes i step aside,
Out of my own self,
And look at myself.

sometimes i wonder who i am,
Or what i have,
That i should be this way,
Feel this way,
Or even more be me,

Sometimes i want to ask myself 1001 questions,
Where do you get the energy,
The strength,
And the courage to be me?
Yet i know the answer i would expect.

Sometimes i just sit down,
Afraid to step outside me again,
For the fear of seeing me in 3dimensions
Just Awes me.

God's masterpiece!